waiting

each day I wait
and each day you come

but everyday I think
what if she didn't

what if i was alone
all of the sudden

it frightens me
and I comforted by that

of course I would wonder
where has she gone

I would cry and panic
and search

but if you never came
and I was alone

it's haunting
waiting for eternity

could I start again
begin a new life

could I stop looking
and start walking

could I forget
could I look forward

or would I just be waiting
forever waiting

thinking not of myself
but waiting for you